I grew up in an all Christian family but I’ve never felt Christian at all I would ask my Mama as a kid why do we struggle so much if God is with us she would give a vague generic answer as I got a little older, keep in my still being taken to church I would ask questions in “bible study” they didn’t take kindly to so I’d nust leave it alone like if God was with us why he let white people take us, enslave us? im 32 now and i feel more awakened 2 the truth but just as lost where did u start lookn?
First off, keep questioning, don’t take anything at face value. Don’t be discouraged because a 100million other people accept something as truth or as real, don’t be 100million and 1. Being critical and asking questions have got you this far which is light-years ahead of all these non-critical believers who simply ate the shit they were fed, and like drones, fed it to their own children. Also, don’t fall for that shit that you need...